Tuesday, November 23, 2010

HELP!

Okay so here we go... This past weekend me and a few friends went to a bonfire that one of kids at our school was having. There was about five sober people there so it wasn't that great. My friend and I were walking around talking to everyone and I started talking to this one guy who I have had some sort of crush on for a little bit now. We talked for about twenty minutes and we really connected. My friends and I decided to leave since there was nothing eventful happening. We had just pulled out of the drive way to leave when I got a text from the guy that said "Hey!:)" we talked all night till about 3 a.m. until I fell asleep and the next morning he text me when he woke up and we talked all day. Things were going really smoothly and we were really getting along.  The next day was Monday and we say each other across the hall he decided to be cute and yell "HEY!" and smile really big. It was REALLY cute :D.. anyways we talked after school on Monday. So everything seems to be going really good. Right? Well thats the catch. You see this guy is really cute and sweet and all together he seems perfect. But there is this other guy who I have really like since last year. We have talked off and on a few times but it has never gone anywhere... I still have some feelings for him, but I honestly don't see it going anywhere. For some reason though I just can't let go because I feel like maybe one day it will go somewhere. Which is holding me back from having feeling for the other guy. So I guess you could say I'm really confused and I need help. Well you are right. I don't know what to do. The other night I cried over the guy who I still really like. First off I NEVER cry especially over a guy. It was really weird. I don't know what hit me, but I think over time I will get over it and maybe I will be able to have feelings for someone else. In the mean time I'm gonna try to talk to this other guy and maybe talking to him will help me get my mind off the other one. Who knows maybe something good will turn out of this. 


Just remember. Everything happens for a reason and god has a plan for everyone.

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