Update

Hey guys, welcome to our first international post :) Im in Germany, its late here but only the afternoon in Arkansas. Everyones asleep but me, and I felt like giving you guys an update on the situation with New Guy and my Ex-Boyfriend, because a lot has happened in the past few weeks!

New Guy and I are not Facebook official, but were a couple. I just feel like my relationship with Zach was so public that in addition to having to deal with the breakup on my terms, I had to deal with it on everyone elses, and I just dont want to have to deal with that again. I feel like the more people you bring into a relationship, the less true it becomes. I know this is strange coming from the girl who blogs her life story, but at least this is somewhat anonymous, and it serves a purpose other than to entertain.

ANYWAY. Hes incredible. I really feel lucky that such an incredible, good person landed in my life when I needed someone most. Hes thoughtful, and sweet, and does all the little things that could make a girl giggle for hours. Hes inexperienced as far as relationships are concerned, but hes not naive, and hes completely genuine. I feel like even if we were to break up, we would still be friends, and thats a very comforting feeling to have. You would think that I would be able to get over how incredibly beautiful he is, but I really am taken aback every time I see him. Its a sweet kind of surprise :)

His friends are great and Im worried that Im taking him away from them too much. Its hard to figure out how much is a good balance. Theres another thing to balance, in addition to friends and family. Boyfriends. Its tough. Hopefully this week hell have some time with them so that I can snuggle with him when he gets back for like a week straight. Thats all I want.

Weve talked about what well do when I go to college, if were still together, and its really not something I want to think about, but I think were just going to let this year be the best year ever and let what happens happen. You cant stretch your luck. I just want to have fun, live life, and be happy. Not too much to ask, right?

I talk to Zach once a week maybe. Funny how you always say youll stay friends, isnt it? I miss him as a person. I know hes doing what he wants to be doing though, and thats all that matters. I think hes happy. Im happy. It works out.

Crazy love,
Maja